Scared of the UnKnown

So I hope I have not used this title before..lol..but this topic is on my mind right now. Well, to be frank with you a lot is on my mind right now. Will I let is stress me out? No, well I won't try to but it's definitely something on my mind.

Once again it's the frustration I have with the opp. sex. I don't look at myself as being so complicated. I actually find myself to be very simple. Of course yes, I LOVE getting attention, but really I'm just simple and I really don't ask for a lot but I tend to feel like others see me like I DO ask for a lot, when I'm just asking what any other young woman would want. What is that? Well one is communication and the other is just acknowledgement. I'm a very busy person myself, one who gives a lot of her time to others but I do make time for certain things (i.e. a guy who I'm interested in getting to know).

Lately, it seems like men don't understand what balance is and in life that is something you need to learn or I really don't see how you will be able to live. You can't have tunnel vision the whole time, as you will watch your life pass you OR watch someone pass you by, one who is right there in front of your face.

I tend to always ask myself "What is wrong with you?" and my friends and family try and tell me it's not me, it's them but in the end I always see that there is something wrong with me. Hope your keeping up with everything because it's been a while since I have taken to this forum of "getting my feelings off my chest".

I sometimes wish that I acted more like a guy. One who does not care how they make the other feel and they just move on like it's nothing. Fact is there IS this guy who I really like and yeah..won't say too much about it as he may read this :-/ but basically in a nut shell I wish he would not be scared of the unknown. Hell, I know when it's time to get to know someone I'm like "geesh, I have to go over this alllllll over again" but you never know it may be worth it ya know?..Well, that's it for now..

Thanks for reading lovies :o)